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Saturday, October 6th, 2012
8:18 am - the shit storm of life continued.

I just wanted everyone to know that I'm still here. I am sorry for making you all worry. I'm still not doing too well and now the apartment people are trying to get me out this weekend. I am so tired and stressed and I feel so alone right now. I've lost so much. I just want to be ok. I'm so scared. I'm just so scared.

7 touched the stars | Can you reach the stars?
Wednesday, October 3rd, 2012
5:06 pm - The Shit Storm of Life
Hi everyone,
I know I haven't posted on here in a while but that's because my life seriously has taken a turn for the worse. I found out that my husband of 8 years (whom I've been together with for 12) has been leading a double life. He not only cheated on me but has been living with another woman. I found out about the affair when I tried to friend him on Facebook...there were pictures of them on there together. I found out 2 weeks after my grandma died too.  He swore up and down he didn't want a divorce but then out of the blue decided to file for one anyways. He says he loves me, still wants me but he needs to be free. I signed the papers for uncontested divorce because he promised that he would help me financially. I have a piece of paper notarized to such effect but no money to file it with the cort to enforce it. Instead, I am now sitting in an apartment that he promised that he would pay for while I got myself together financially (I just started a new job and have no means of paying rent right now and the complex won't work with me and rent is now past due), and he didn't pay. So I'm going to be homeless. I can't live in my car because the Thursday the mutherfucker broke down and I can't afford to fix it. I'm going to lose the job that I just got if I can't get to work, and I live where there aren't any buses. The closest stop is 5.6 miles from my house and my job is 27 miles away. He has left me to the vultures basically. I'm in texas with no help from my family and I have nobody out here for support. Last night I tried to throw myself in front of a moving car to end it all, but it swerved out of the way. For some reason nobody called the police or anything to have me committed. I can't take anymore. I'm going to go crazy. I've sold almost everything I have that is of worth exept my laptop and stereo equipment some pieces of which were my grandma's and I don't want to lose them. I have struggled for the last 3 months to have food, and shelter because the house we were in he's all "we can't afford it so let's find a cheap apartment". So I already moved once. Now he text me last night 2 words..."I'm sorry". He hates me and wants me dead I think. Right now I wish I was.
4 touched the stars | Can you reach the stars?
Saturday, July 7th, 2012
9:56 pm - A Dark Place

Depressing rant so feel free to skipCollapse )

current mood: morose
7 touched the stars | Can you reach the stars?
Sunday, March 25th, 2012
2:46 pm - 7 Things Meme

Snagged from persiflage_1

Comment to this post and tell me if you want to play, and I will list seven things I want you to talk about. They might make sense or they might be totally random. Then post that list, with your commentary, to your journal. Other people can get lists from you, and the meme merrily perpetuates itself.

gave me legwarmers, bananas, Parker, music, Doctor Who, books, and terraforming

7 ThingsCollapse )

current mood: dorky
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Tuesday, February 14th, 2012
11:45 am - Valentine's Day
Happy Valentines Day to all of my friends on LJ!!!

To me, V-Day is a day to be shared with all those that are special and with whom you care about. So again, Happy Valentines Day!

current mood: mellow
1 touched the stars | Can you reach the stars?
Tuesday, January 31st, 2012
11:39 am
Snagged from
persiflage_1and tardis_mafia

I'm running a test to see who's reading my posts. So, if you read this, leave me a one-word comment about your day that starts with the third letter of your LJ USERNAME. Only one word please. Then repost so I can leave a word for you. Don't just post a word and not copy - that's not as much fun!

current mood: car issues
3 touched the stars | Can you reach the stars?
Monday, January 23rd, 2012
11:43 am - post
Originally posted by cantarina1at post
Originally posted by electricdruidat The fiasco continues

ACTA in a Nutshell –

What is ACTA?  ACTA is the Anti-Counterfeiting Trade Agreement. A new intellectual property enforcement treaty being negotiated by the United States, the European Community, Switzerland, and Japan, with Australia, the Republic of Korea, New Zealand, Mexico, Jordan, Morocco, Singapore, the United Arab Emirates, and Canada recently announcing that they will join in as well.

Why should you care about ACTA? Initial reports indicate that the treaty will have a very broad scope and will involve new tools targeting “Internet distribution and information technology.”

What is the goal of ACTA? Reportedly the goal is to create new legal standards of intellectual property enforcement, as well as increased international cooperation, an example of which would be an increase in information sharing between signatory countries’ law enforcement agencies.

Essential ACTA Resources

  • Read more about ACTA here: ACTA Fact Sheet
  • Read the authentic version of the ACTA text as of 15 April 2011, as finalized by participating countries here: ACTA Finalized Text
  • Follow the history of the treaty’s formation here: ACTA history
  • Read letters from U.S. Senator Ron Wyden wherein he challenges the constitutionality of ACTA: Letter 1 | Letter 2 | Read the Administration’s Response to Wyden’s First Letter here: Response
  • Watch a short informative video on ACTA: ACTA Video
  • Watch a lulzy video on ACTA: Lulzy Video

Say NO to ACTA. It is essential to spread awareness and get the word out on ACTA.

Via Tumblr

This entry was also posted at http://cantarina.dreamwidth.org/131889.html. (comments: comment count unavailable)

current mood: angry
1 touched the stars | Can you reach the stars?
Sunday, January 15th, 2012
8:20 pm - Alec Hardison for the Mutha F*ing Win!!!
Hardison all "You got me a BATCAVE". LOL

Seriously, I clapped at that *grins*

current mood: geeky
1 touched the stars | Can you reach the stars?
Sunday, January 1st, 2012
11:51 am - Happy New Year
To all my friends, may this year be filled with smiles, love, laughter, and dancing. As bad as '11 was for me at times, I could NOT have gotten through it without you! Cheers!

current mood: okay
2 touched the stars | Can you reach the stars?
Friday, December 23rd, 2011
11:47 am - Whoo-hoo!!!
I am finally back online. I haven't had internet since Monday but I'm baaaack!

current mood: annoyed
2 touched the stars | Can you reach the stars?
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